This is the 2nd post for today, first of all I would like to wish everyone happiness :D
Liangping and I went to the Bubble-tea shop (the one near my school) after lunch today because I wanted to buy bubble-tea. There was a bit of a queue and there were some girls from another school before us. [BEHOLD HOW THE DEMIGOD HANDLES SPASTIC PEOPLE! JUZ JOKING :P]
(Liangping and I were talking about DotA)
Me: And since Earthshaker is normally a dual-laner...
(Random Girl who is one of the girls before us came smiling and popping around Liangping)
Me: (Disrupted from my train of thought) Eh?
Liangping: (Hasn't seen the girl) Huh?
(Random Girl came and stood in front of us, facing us of course)
Me: Huh, why?
RandomGirl: (Referring to Liangping) He is my primary schoolmate!
Me: (Poke Liangping) Your primary schoolmate is it?
Liangping: What? I dunno her.
RandomGirl: You for~get me?!
Liangping: Huh... (Ignoring random girl) Damn random sia. What did you say?
Me: I forget already, wait, wait, Earthshaker is a...
Liangping: Cow~
Me: I got it! And since Earthshaker is a duan-laner... (If you notice I still haven't gotten past what I was already saying)
(Random Girl come stand in front of us after going back to her friends again ZZZ)
Me: (Thinking "What does she want sia?"and looked at her with a confused face)
RandomGirl: Nothing, nothing, I made you forget what you want to say haha!
Me: (LAME!) And since Earthshaker is... (ok here my speech is cut off even earlier)
RandomGirl: (To my extreme horror) Which class are you from?
Me: Me? But he is different class from me.
RandomGirl: So what class?
Me: urrgh, he is from 2L, and I'm from 2E...
RandomGirl: (Referring to Liangping) L for Loser! Hahaha. (And walked away for a while)
Liangping: Shall we leave?
Me: Noooooooo! I WANT MY BUBBLE-TEA!
RandomGirl: (Coming back) Eh sorry that loser part was just joking la.
(That was followed by Liangping and I looking at each other with a *sweat* face)
Liangping: That was damn bloody random... Yuxuan what were you saying?
RandomGirl: Is there such thing as damn bloody what the hell?
(Liangping and I were like *Huhhhh...*)
(So finally this random girl was going off and said "bye")
And now I don't know how to end this post so, bye ^^
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Crusade your Opinions and Think it All Over Again
Hello, your fellow Demigod is back. We should get to the point shan't we.
I discovered that recently I have been avoiding the topic of love, not in conversations, but within my own consciousness. Why, am I getting shy, or being hesitant of because of an unknown reason? Fie, fie (well that just means "no").
I think that one shouldn't engage in something straight away without a clear understanding of it, or in some cases, what oneself is even doing, especially when it comes to 'love'. If you still remember, "don't try to run before you learn to walk".
Love is a truly profound thing, or rather, an emotion. Some say one must understand how love works to make it work, some say one should just follow one's instincts; there's no method for it. But still, the main issue about teenagers around my age is not what one do when one is in, as in IN a relationship, it is about entering or attempting to enter the status.
According to my observation so far, it all starts from innocent curiosity all the way until one of the following: 1.Get into a teenage relationship, 2.Get into a teenage relationship and end up breaking up, 3. Unable to get into a relationship, 4. Get into a teenage relationship and preserve it for a long time. Some might be your dream and some might not be, however in any case, the person skips the process of "learning to walk", which is a crucial step for a more matured social life or relationship with people. Well for my part, I have had such fantasies and also observe a lot of such things, those are where my experience or thoughts form from. Nonetheless, in any of the cases above, the person will end up with uncertainty and doubts at one point in his life.
And I think that love is something which is better understood early then understood late, and I think you understand what I mean. Love turns Lust in Evil's hands, I know that it is not possible to kill off Evil; Light and Evil must co-exist in one's soul, but one must do is to manage, or to control his Evil of mind.
It is this Evil of mind that manipulates teenagers to make immature thoughts or actions related to their supposed "love", for some, it might even have turned into a tsunami of lust without themselves realising, or if reminded, denying.
Evil is the manipulator of the mind, while Self-righteousness is the killer of the mind.
According to my own observations, Evil of mind has made boys develop infallibly huge tendency to unreasonably pretend to be emotional. Evil of mind has made girls become either spastic or more spastic (alright this contains some element of humour). Finally, Evil of mind has made teenagers of both sexes attempt to pretend to be matured and invulnerable. I can understand how hard is it for one to pretend to be able to run when one does not even know how to walk. From this part, it somehow goes back to me saying "I Can See, Right, Through, You", although I do want some people to understand that, still, I am being serious here, and we are not talking about Me now, we are talking about Us.
I am not someone who preach knowledge and career, but we can't live without money, so if you are willing to be realistic and do think for your future (and this is also for your future partner), you should focus more on studies now. I am not saying you cannot get into a relationship now, but make sure you manage things and be prepared to be able to face the worst, because getting into a relationship at this age, the worst almost always happens. Which is also why I recommend games so that people can enjoy and socialise while not having to face difficulties, because remember, being in a relationship is not as perfect and fantastical as you might have dreamed.
May enlightenment shine upon all of us,
Your sincere Demigod friend
Signature: LOL
I discovered that recently I have been avoiding the topic of love, not in conversations, but within my own consciousness. Why, am I getting shy, or being hesitant of because of an unknown reason? Fie, fie (well that just means "no").
I think that one shouldn't engage in something straight away without a clear understanding of it, or in some cases, what oneself is even doing, especially when it comes to 'love'. If you still remember, "don't try to run before you learn to walk".
Love is a truly profound thing, or rather, an emotion. Some say one must understand how love works to make it work, some say one should just follow one's instincts; there's no method for it. But still, the main issue about teenagers around my age is not what one do when one is in, as in IN a relationship, it is about entering or attempting to enter the status.
According to my observation so far, it all starts from innocent curiosity all the way until one of the following: 1.Get into a teenage relationship, 2.Get into a teenage relationship and end up breaking up, 3. Unable to get into a relationship, 4. Get into a teenage relationship and preserve it for a long time. Some might be your dream and some might not be, however in any case, the person skips the process of "learning to walk", which is a crucial step for a more matured social life or relationship with people. Well for my part, I have had such fantasies and also observe a lot of such things, those are where my experience or thoughts form from. Nonetheless, in any of the cases above, the person will end up with uncertainty and doubts at one point in his life.
And I think that love is something which is better understood early then understood late, and I think you understand what I mean. Love turns Lust in Evil's hands, I know that it is not possible to kill off Evil; Light and Evil must co-exist in one's soul, but one must do is to manage, or to control his Evil of mind.
It is this Evil of mind that manipulates teenagers to make immature thoughts or actions related to their supposed "love", for some, it might even have turned into a tsunami of lust without themselves realising, or if reminded, denying.
Evil is the manipulator of the mind, while Self-righteousness is the killer of the mind.
According to my own observations, Evil of mind has made boys develop infallibly huge tendency to unreasonably pretend to be emotional. Evil of mind has made girls become either spastic or more spastic (alright this contains some element of humour). Finally, Evil of mind has made teenagers of both sexes attempt to pretend to be matured and invulnerable. I can understand how hard is it for one to pretend to be able to run when one does not even know how to walk. From this part, it somehow goes back to me saying "I Can See, Right, Through, You", although I do want some people to understand that, still, I am being serious here, and we are not talking about Me now, we are talking about Us.
I am not someone who preach knowledge and career, but we can't live without money, so if you are willing to be realistic and do think for your future (and this is also for your future partner), you should focus more on studies now. I am not saying you cannot get into a relationship now, but make sure you manage things and be prepared to be able to face the worst, because getting into a relationship at this age, the worst almost always happens. Which is also why I recommend games so that people can enjoy and socialise while not having to face difficulties, because remember, being in a relationship is not as perfect and fantastical as you might have dreamed.
May enlightenment shine upon all of us,
Your sincere Demigod friend
Signature: LOL
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Pain and Joy
I am beginning to despise my mother, yes I do not want to call her "mum". I don't want to emphasize, I don't need to. I'm probably the only person who can laugh in this kind of situation, in pain... I feel relieved, though I know not the cause of it... And please, stay quiet if you don't understand what is happening to me... I... I don't like to use foul language, I shall not use them.
Never shall I show any emotion before my mother again... Curse me for those wasted, unreal, non-lasting so called "happiness" if I do... What must happen will happen, therefore I shall still admit her as my biological mother, and only my biological mother.
Never shall I show any emotion before my mother again... Curse me for those wasted, unreal, non-lasting so called "happiness" if I do... What must happen will happen, therefore I shall still admit her as my biological mother, and only my biological mother.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Now a Chinese Song! (Must-try!)
Alright here comes my favourite song! It's a chinese song -- Dimples, by JJ Lin & A Sa.
You must listen to this song! You'll love it!
小酒窝——林俊杰 蔡卓妍
作词:王雅君 作曲:林俊杰
JJ: 我 还在寻找 一个依靠 和一个拥抱
谁 为我祈祷 为我烦恼
为我生气 为我闹
A Sa: 幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
合: 小酒窝 长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
A Sa: 幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
合: 小酒窝 长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
合: 小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
It's such a nice and romantic song!
You must listen to this song! You'll love it!
小酒窝——林俊杰 蔡卓妍
作词:王雅君 作曲:林俊杰
JJ: 我 还在寻找 一个依靠 和一个拥抱
谁 为我祈祷 为我烦恼
为我生气 为我闹
A Sa: 幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
合: 小酒窝 长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
A Sa: 幸福开始有预兆
缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了
无聊变得有话聊 有变化了
合: 小酒窝 长睫毛 是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着 想念你的微笑
你不知道 你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好
小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
合: 小酒窝 长睫毛 迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调 感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到 心有灵犀的美好
一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老
It's such a nice and romantic song!
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Up and Down
LOL today my mum returned home all of a sudden and spotted my multi-gaming, I was playing Naruto on PSP while waiting for my DotA game to load. You should know what happened next! Wooooooots. *Pia* *Pia* *Pili Pala Pili Pala Pia Pia Pia* 100-hit Combo! OK I know I'm pretending to be positive... Nothing much about the beating, used to it. But I detest her way of scolding; I said I would have more free time in the next 1 or 2 weeks so I could watch some CDs (those educational films of historical places, I just don't wanna waste the money used to buy them) yesterday night, and today she used that against me. She said I say I would be more free and play more computer games. (Anyway was she arch enemy with computer games in her previous life? Ok whatever.)
And actually the last time she beat me up because I played computer games, she told me to only ever play computer games in my next life. Do you understand how hurtful that was? I mean, it's not that it hurts because I'm not allowed to play computer games. It's the kind of thing she said, which is like, despairing.
Never mind, getting beaten up is not really that bad, but provided you have a very positive mindset. I seem to think about more things after I get beaten up! Well, I realised that there's much more things about your own soul or mind to treasure than to think about girls (or in girls' case boys) all day long; you should develop yourself before you even think about those things. It's just like you have to learn to walk before you learn to run. 'Babies' who learn to run before they learn to walk, fall, fall hard, fall painfully, and it might leave a scar on the 'baby' permanently. And I discovered that every inch my own mind and soul "develops" the more stupor I see in 'babies' mentioned above. However, I don't agree that I should really look down on them (or most of them in my case), because, well, everyone has gone through in one's life being a 'baby'.
Some people might not understand me. You don't really have to, you just have to think about what I said, think about it. Because to understand, you will need a failing parent who has inclination to violence, and a brain which is working well.
By the way, I was forced to say that my goal for my EoY result is 3.6, I was also forced to write an essay for my "wrongdoings, realisations, and goals". Well, to be honest with you, almost the whole essay was a lie. Why? Because I was forced to think and do things which are not my way, and I don't respect it.
Even now, as I use my computer, my mum is poking around now and then to check on what I am doing, and that's seriously getting on my nerves. Life can be sickening, if you are Yuxuan, but nature has its balances, and nature has made me an extremely positive person. I am a free thinker, but if you ask me what do I live by, I live by respect; if you ask me what do I believe in, I believe in nature. And no, I'm not a druid. I shall still be a free-thinker.
And actually the last time she beat me up because I played computer games, she told me to only ever play computer games in my next life. Do you understand how hurtful that was? I mean, it's not that it hurts because I'm not allowed to play computer games. It's the kind of thing she said, which is like, despairing.
Never mind, getting beaten up is not really that bad, but provided you have a very positive mindset. I seem to think about more things after I get beaten up! Well, I realised that there's much more things about your own soul or mind to treasure than to think about girls (or in girls' case boys) all day long; you should develop yourself before you even think about those things. It's just like you have to learn to walk before you learn to run. 'Babies' who learn to run before they learn to walk, fall, fall hard, fall painfully, and it might leave a scar on the 'baby' permanently. And I discovered that every inch my own mind and soul "develops" the more stupor I see in 'babies' mentioned above. However, I don't agree that I should really look down on them (or most of them in my case), because, well, everyone has gone through in one's life being a 'baby'.
Some people might not understand me. You don't really have to, you just have to think about what I said, think about it. Because to understand, you will need a failing parent who has inclination to violence, and a brain which is working well.
By the way, I was forced to say that my goal for my EoY result is 3.6, I was also forced to write an essay for my "wrongdoings, realisations, and goals". Well, to be honest with you, almost the whole essay was a lie. Why? Because I was forced to think and do things which are not my way, and I don't respect it.
Even now, as I use my computer, my mum is poking around now and then to check on what I am doing, and that's seriously getting on my nerves. Life can be sickening, if you are Yuxuan, but nature has its balances, and nature has made me an extremely positive person. I am a free thinker, but if you ask me what do I live by, I live by respect; if you ask me what do I believe in, I believe in nature. And no, I'm not a druid. I shall still be a free-thinker.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Do You Remember?
Oh well, wanted to write a "good" post but my good mood has limited its possible effectiveness, so I've decided not to try to write it for now. Just another usual Saturday, swimming in the morning and piano lesson in the afternoon.
And I suddenly realised water is so soft today.
Anyway I have a great song to share with you people. This song is really really great, you should listen to it.
Do You Remember -- by Aaron Carter:
Ohhhohhhh yeah
Ooooh
Oohohh
Yeahyeahyeah
Remember, we'd be up all night
Talking til' the morning light, yeayeahhh
Like the way, it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmmm
I see ya' baby I know
What's on your mind
'Cause you look like you've
Got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way
You ask me do I love you but...
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember, my
First steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I
Gave three wishes to you
You ask the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
Remember, we used to laugh and say
No one understood, our way
And there were times
When you would cry
While knocking on my door
And I was there to shelter your pain
I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
We can make it to a brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way
Yeahhh, Ooohhh...
You ask me do I love you but...
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember, my
First steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I
Gave three wishes to you
You ask the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
The answer, girl
Lies within your heart
Please take a look inside
You ask me do I love you but...
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember, my
First steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I
Gave three wishes to you
You ask the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
in you, in you
(Yeahhh)
And I suddenly realised water is so soft today.
Anyway I have a great song to share with you people. This song is really really great, you should listen to it.
Do You Remember -- by Aaron Carter:
Ohhhohhhh yeah
Ooooh
Oohohh
Yeahyeahyeah
Remember, we'd be up all night
Talking til' the morning light, yeayeahhh
Like the way, it used to be
Those simple days
Just you and me, mmmmm
I see ya' baby I know
What's on your mind
'Cause you look like you've
Got something to say
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe it just ain't my way
You ask me do I love you but...
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember, my
First steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I
Gave three wishes to you
You ask the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
Remember, we used to laugh and say
No one understood, our way
And there were times
When you would cry
While knocking on my door
And I was there to shelter your pain
I think baby you should
Get that off your mind
We can make it to a brighter day
I may not say those words anymore
But maybe I can make it my way
Yeahhh, Ooohhh...
You ask me do I love you but...
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember, my
First steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I
Gave three wishes to you
You ask the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
The answer, girl
Lies within your heart
Please take a look inside
You ask me do I love you but...
Do you remember
Why I walked on water for you
Do you remember, my
First steps on the moon
Have you ever wondered why I
Gave three wishes to you
You ask the question
But the answer lies
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
In you, in you
The answer lies in you
in you, in you
(Yeahhh)
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Yo Yo Yo
Hello~
Yesterday was another normal day. Woke up earlier than usual because my mum slammed the door shut when she left the house, and because of a SMS which keeps buzzing at my ear (you know who you are). So I went to play a match of DotA...
I was on the Sentinel team and I random-ed Earthshaker, I was at the bottom lane with Tormented Soul against Storm Spirit and Phantom Lancer. Asshole Lancer keeps on spamming Spirit Lance at me. We eventually won the match because of our pro Shadow Fiend who even got a Divine Rapier, although I never got a perfect chance to do an uber-cool Echo Slam.
And then I had my breakfast and went for my swimming training late, so I stayed back after the lesson to do overtime practice. I raced with my instructor Mr Hoh 3 times of Butterfly-Backstroke-Frogstyle-Freestyle and when we finished it was like "WOAHHH~~~!!!" extremely exhausted, if you do swim you will know how tired I would have been. And I'm sorry to everyone and myself, I will never be late again!
So I went back home, played some Tower Defense and then I went for lunch, I hurriedly ate my lunch and went off for my piano lesson. Nothing happened during piano lesson except for a little girl who kept looking in from the door window and my teacher seemed a bit frustrated by that. I did well for the lesson so I felt glad.
Then I did many quizzes on Facebook in the night for fun because I felt too bored (I like doing quizzes xD).
Yup that's all.
Yesterday was another normal day. Woke up earlier than usual because my mum slammed the door shut when she left the house, and because of a SMS which keeps buzzing at my ear (you know who you are). So I went to play a match of DotA...
I was on the Sentinel team and I random-ed Earthshaker, I was at the bottom lane with Tormented Soul against Storm Spirit and Phantom Lancer. Asshole Lancer keeps on spamming Spirit Lance at me. We eventually won the match because of our pro Shadow Fiend who even got a Divine Rapier, although I never got a perfect chance to do an uber-cool Echo Slam.
And then I had my breakfast and went for my swimming training late, so I stayed back after the lesson to do overtime practice. I raced with my instructor Mr Hoh 3 times of Butterfly-Backstroke-Frogstyle-Freestyle and when we finished it was like "WOAHHH~~~!!!" extremely exhausted, if you do swim you will know how tired I would have been. And I'm sorry to everyone and myself, I will never be late again!
So I went back home, played some Tower Defense and then I went for lunch, I hurriedly ate my lunch and went off for my piano lesson. Nothing happened during piano lesson except for a little girl who kept looking in from the door window and my teacher seemed a bit frustrated by that. I did well for the lesson so I felt glad.
Then I did many quizzes on Facebook in the night for fun because I felt too bored (I like doing quizzes xD).
Yup that's all.
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