This is the 2nd post for today, first of all I would like to wish everyone happiness :D
Liangping and I went to the Bubble-tea shop (the one near my school) after lunch today because I wanted to buy bubble-tea. There was a bit of a queue and there were some girls from another school before us. [BEHOLD HOW THE DEMIGOD HANDLES SPASTIC PEOPLE! JUZ JOKING :P]
(Liangping and I were talking about DotA)
Me: And since Earthshaker is normally a dual-laner...
(Random Girl who is one of the girls before us came smiling and popping around Liangping)
Me: (Disrupted from my train of thought) Eh?
Liangping: (Hasn't seen the girl) Huh?
(Random Girl came and stood in front of us, facing us of course)
Me: Huh, why?
RandomGirl: (Referring to Liangping) He is my primary schoolmate!
Me: (Poke Liangping) Your primary schoolmate is it?
Liangping: What? I dunno her.
RandomGirl: You for~get me?!
Liangping: Huh... (Ignoring random girl) Damn random sia. What did you say?
Me: I forget already, wait, wait, Earthshaker is a...
Liangping: Cow~
Me: I got it! And since Earthshaker is a duan-laner... (If you notice I still haven't gotten past what I was already saying)
(Random Girl come stand in front of us after going back to her friends again ZZZ)
Me: (Thinking "What does she want sia?"and looked at her with a confused face)
RandomGirl: Nothing, nothing, I made you forget what you want to say haha!
Me: (LAME!) And since Earthshaker is... (ok here my speech is cut off even earlier)
RandomGirl: (To my extreme horror) Which class are you from?
Me: Me? But he is different class from me.
RandomGirl: So what class?
Me: urrgh, he is from 2L, and I'm from 2E...
RandomGirl: (Referring to Liangping) L for Loser! Hahaha. (And walked away for a while)
Liangping: Shall we leave?
Me: Noooooooo! I WANT MY BUBBLE-TEA!
RandomGirl: (Coming back) Eh sorry that loser part was just joking la.
(That was followed by Liangping and I looking at each other with a *sweat* face)
Liangping: That was damn bloody random... Yuxuan what were you saying?
RandomGirl: Is there such thing as damn bloody what the hell?
(Liangping and I were like *Huhhhh...*)
(So finally this random girl was going off and said "bye")
And now I don't know how to end this post so, bye ^^
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Crusade your Opinions and Think it All Over Again
Hello, your fellow Demigod is back. We should get to the point shan't we.
I discovered that recently I have been avoiding the topic of love, not in conversations, but within my own consciousness. Why, am I getting shy, or being hesitant of because of an unknown reason? Fie, fie (well that just means "no").
I think that one shouldn't engage in something straight away without a clear understanding of it, or in some cases, what oneself is even doing, especially when it comes to 'love'. If you still remember, "don't try to run before you learn to walk".
Love is a truly profound thing, or rather, an emotion. Some say one must understand how love works to make it work, some say one should just follow one's instincts; there's no method for it. But still, the main issue about teenagers around my age is not what one do when one is in, as in IN a relationship, it is about entering or attempting to enter the status.
According to my observation so far, it all starts from innocent curiosity all the way until one of the following: 1.Get into a teenage relationship, 2.Get into a teenage relationship and end up breaking up, 3. Unable to get into a relationship, 4. Get into a teenage relationship and preserve it for a long time. Some might be your dream and some might not be, however in any case, the person skips the process of "learning to walk", which is a crucial step for a more matured social life or relationship with people. Well for my part, I have had such fantasies and also observe a lot of such things, those are where my experience or thoughts form from. Nonetheless, in any of the cases above, the person will end up with uncertainty and doubts at one point in his life.
And I think that love is something which is better understood early then understood late, and I think you understand what I mean. Love turns Lust in Evil's hands, I know that it is not possible to kill off Evil; Light and Evil must co-exist in one's soul, but one must do is to manage, or to control his Evil of mind.
It is this Evil of mind that manipulates teenagers to make immature thoughts or actions related to their supposed "love", for some, it might even have turned into a tsunami of lust without themselves realising, or if reminded, denying.
Evil is the manipulator of the mind, while Self-righteousness is the killer of the mind.
According to my own observations, Evil of mind has made boys develop infallibly huge tendency to unreasonably pretend to be emotional. Evil of mind has made girls become either spastic or more spastic (alright this contains some element of humour). Finally, Evil of mind has made teenagers of both sexes attempt to pretend to be matured and invulnerable. I can understand how hard is it for one to pretend to be able to run when one does not even know how to walk. From this part, it somehow goes back to me saying "I Can See, Right, Through, You", although I do want some people to understand that, still, I am being serious here, and we are not talking about Me now, we are talking about Us.
I am not someone who preach knowledge and career, but we can't live without money, so if you are willing to be realistic and do think for your future (and this is also for your future partner), you should focus more on studies now. I am not saying you cannot get into a relationship now, but make sure you manage things and be prepared to be able to face the worst, because getting into a relationship at this age, the worst almost always happens. Which is also why I recommend games so that people can enjoy and socialise while not having to face difficulties, because remember, being in a relationship is not as perfect and fantastical as you might have dreamed.
May enlightenment shine upon all of us,
Your sincere Demigod friend
Signature: LOL
I discovered that recently I have been avoiding the topic of love, not in conversations, but within my own consciousness. Why, am I getting shy, or being hesitant of because of an unknown reason? Fie, fie (well that just means "no").
I think that one shouldn't engage in something straight away without a clear understanding of it, or in some cases, what oneself is even doing, especially when it comes to 'love'. If you still remember, "don't try to run before you learn to walk".
Love is a truly profound thing, or rather, an emotion. Some say one must understand how love works to make it work, some say one should just follow one's instincts; there's no method for it. But still, the main issue about teenagers around my age is not what one do when one is in, as in IN a relationship, it is about entering or attempting to enter the status.
According to my observation so far, it all starts from innocent curiosity all the way until one of the following: 1.Get into a teenage relationship, 2.Get into a teenage relationship and end up breaking up, 3. Unable to get into a relationship, 4. Get into a teenage relationship and preserve it for a long time. Some might be your dream and some might not be, however in any case, the person skips the process of "learning to walk", which is a crucial step for a more matured social life or relationship with people. Well for my part, I have had such fantasies and also observe a lot of such things, those are where my experience or thoughts form from. Nonetheless, in any of the cases above, the person will end up with uncertainty and doubts at one point in his life.
And I think that love is something which is better understood early then understood late, and I think you understand what I mean. Love turns Lust in Evil's hands, I know that it is not possible to kill off Evil; Light and Evil must co-exist in one's soul, but one must do is to manage, or to control his Evil of mind.
It is this Evil of mind that manipulates teenagers to make immature thoughts or actions related to their supposed "love", for some, it might even have turned into a tsunami of lust without themselves realising, or if reminded, denying.
Evil is the manipulator of the mind, while Self-righteousness is the killer of the mind.
According to my own observations, Evil of mind has made boys develop infallibly huge tendency to unreasonably pretend to be emotional. Evil of mind has made girls become either spastic or more spastic (alright this contains some element of humour). Finally, Evil of mind has made teenagers of both sexes attempt to pretend to be matured and invulnerable. I can understand how hard is it for one to pretend to be able to run when one does not even know how to walk. From this part, it somehow goes back to me saying "I Can See, Right, Through, You", although I do want some people to understand that, still, I am being serious here, and we are not talking about Me now, we are talking about Us.
I am not someone who preach knowledge and career, but we can't live without money, so if you are willing to be realistic and do think for your future (and this is also for your future partner), you should focus more on studies now. I am not saying you cannot get into a relationship now, but make sure you manage things and be prepared to be able to face the worst, because getting into a relationship at this age, the worst almost always happens. Which is also why I recommend games so that people can enjoy and socialise while not having to face difficulties, because remember, being in a relationship is not as perfect and fantastical as you might have dreamed.
May enlightenment shine upon all of us,
Your sincere Demigod friend
Signature: LOL
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Pain and Joy
I am beginning to despise my mother, yes I do not want to call her "mum". I don't want to emphasize, I don't need to. I'm probably the only person who can laugh in this kind of situation, in pain... I feel relieved, though I know not the cause of it... And please, stay quiet if you don't understand what is happening to me... I... I don't like to use foul language, I shall not use them.
Never shall I show any emotion before my mother again... Curse me for those wasted, unreal, non-lasting so called "happiness" if I do... What must happen will happen, therefore I shall still admit her as my biological mother, and only my biological mother.
Never shall I show any emotion before my mother again... Curse me for those wasted, unreal, non-lasting so called "happiness" if I do... What must happen will happen, therefore I shall still admit her as my biological mother, and only my biological mother.
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