Wednesday, November 25, 2009

帅哥美女@VOX!

Hello! It was such a fun day today at VOX!, and I'm so happy. What an enjoyable experience making our own news report video! Woots. Who can deny MY important role as the DIRECTOR AND FINAL PRESENTER?? Anyone? Anyone? No one. Yes I am loved xD

So first of all, I would like to thank my 妈妈 for giving birth to me, and thank Mrs 何 for enrolling me in this workshop, and thank Ngee Ann Poly and Omy.sg and 联合晚报 (sorry if i miss out anything) for organising this too, and thank everyone who took part who made these 3 days such a 美妙的 learning experience, and thank last but not least our mentors who guided us through the darkest hours.

How about I describe the final challenge we went through today...
So basically it was a competition-assignment, there were 4 categories "美色、美声、美食、美腿" [OK I try translating to english: (ONLY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSE) chio bu, chio sound, chio food, chio leg] ...It's not funny at all...

I was in the 美声 category, I mean RI was in it along with Canberra and Nanhua (am I right).

For our own part we used the title "新加坡人是否有一副好嗓子?". I shall write from the start. We took video on the introduction part by the reporter, then we booked the radio room (or whatever it's called) and took some interviewees there to interview and let them sing, their singing were recorded too. We also got to interview the principal of the school of humanities of Ngee Ann Poly (beat that). Then we took the video on the ending part. At last we went back to Staffhub and put all the parts together and did some editing.

At the Staffhub we also typed out and published our news article and published on the VOX! blog. And also I decided my DESTINY was to present our product in the end and I VALIANTLY took up the task. Then I went to face the wall and planned out my script in 30 minutes, my group members wanted to help but I fought them off BRAVELY! My speech was most clearly informative and entertaining, I am a pro my team can't do without.

So there were actually 2 champions in my category. (RAFFLES AND CANBERRA FOR THE WIN?) sorry I not advertising for the schools lol.

I am also happy that I made new friends through this workshop:
The 4 cute and high sec 1s. Molly, SmallKid, Chameleon, and Darren.
ALSO, 2 more people, Miss Radio-pro, and Miss Interview-pro. {The names are from my impression O(∩_∩)O哈哈~} Btw Radio-pro your writing not bad, I read your article on the blog.

So I wish everyone happiness and bye.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

B.L.O.G.

我不知道还有没有人会来到这个部落格,更不知道有没有人愿意或能够看懂这篇中文写的post。

今天是VOX!新媒体新闻营的第二天。我刚回到家。

突然发现,原来,回家好难……

大概是我太留恋在那边跟一群人合作的气氛吧。我喜欢这种感觉,会感到开心,那是一种没有被遗忘的感觉。我不知道他们对我怎么想——我是无聊、我是白痴、或是搞笑?我觉得我不必知道,因为我已经享受到了。可能喜欢跟他们相处的另外一个原因,就是他们也喜欢中文吧。不知道说着是不是会很恶心,但是原来我是寂寞的,就算在一群人里,我只是一个盲人,只感觉到自己的存在。

我有了解我、能够谈心的男性朋友。也有这种女性朋友。
无奈地,其实,只有一个男的,也只有一个女的,至少目前是如此。
在想,是不是我需要更多知心朋友?

我并不是在许多人面前所自称的“Demigod”,我会那样叫自己,一方面是因为觉得好听,但另一方面,其实是在掩饰自己的弱点、缺点。不是为了骗别人,而是为了骗我自己。我清楚,我的心里不可能没有黑暗与光明共存。我还是会羡慕、嫉妒、失落、担心、盼望。只是我处理事情的方式能让我看起来坚强、乐观,而且也许有些人都根本不这么想。

不倒翁永远不会倒,但是却很容易“动摇”。

我已经对游戏失去兴趣,我不需要再存钱买游戏了,因为不是我现有的游戏不好,而是我自己对它感到疲倦。我知道如何“填补空虚”了,只是我还需要克服心理上的某种障碍,要看我敢不敢去做了。

我不是对任何人表现得多愁善感,我是在自我检讨。还有,我竟然用中文写了部落格,没关系,随缘,看得懂的朋友就看吧。我发现,我写部落格,是给自己写的,却不是给人看的,哈哈,对不起啦。

Sunday, November 15, 2009

P.K.

Hi people I have a very nice song here, chinese song. This song is named "PK". So I'll go to the song straight.

词:姚若龙
曲:曹格

歌手:曹格、梁静茹

(男)你有坚持的事情 我也有我的个性
这次不让你
call我兄弟飙歌去

(女)跟两个人有关系 你却一个人决定
情绪谷底
约好姐妹喝香槟

(男)最恨别人对我不相信
(女)我向往的亲密是一起做决定
(男)干涉太多是囚禁
(女)沟通太少是疏离
(合)爱有千百万种定义

(女)三天不联络 和解要被动
(男)我不谈对错 假装没冷战过
(合)想在爱里当主key 要抢到麦克风 ♪

(女)三天泪狂流 残局你来收
(男)我虽然心痛 不能摊手低头
(合)心思拉扯中 PK寂寞 ❤

... ... ... ...
NICE SONG RIGHT

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Bom Boom Pow

Hi everyone. It's late in the night, like, midnight. OH MY SUNNY DAY I JUZ REALISED ITS MY BIRTHDAY! This is the first few minutes of my another new ERA, waahaha...

shamWOOHOO!!

Erm I'm doing the blog post for RI on a blog, well it's for this chinese media workshop called VOX!, and we are sort of required to be excited and active and publish a post on this blog provided about our group, with a brief intro and a group photo. Uh, if you uninterested people are interested, I am somehow the leader of the team and we have 5 people altogether, the rest of the group are secondary 1 people.

Active and Excited... What ironical emotions. Actually even when things are not so bad, I seldom feel like such. But again, as long as I'm alive, I am happy. Look at this smiley face -------------------------> :D

As you should have known it's some media workshop so it's all media stuff and we're definitely required to make some "news report" during the 3 day course. AND I'M CERTAINLY NOT GONNA BE THE GUY ON THE SCREEN MAN. I don't feel like it. Maybe should ask the small small cute cute de sec 1 boy do it, effective yah.

ABOUT GAMES, DUNNO WHAT ELSE TO SAY MORE... Tired of maplestory, tired of rappelz, tired of flyff. I guess I'm tired of all grinding games. I'm beginning to think that I don't play games for the sake of playing, it's to kill my loneliness and my unspokenliness. What else explains my intolerance for grinding? I'm looking for more thrilling games like DotA and sort. Sad that Demigod too good for my com.

I'm not addicted to games, I'm addicted to the feeling when I forget about my own life. Currently, therefore, I'll start to force myself to absorb the reality.

Now other than gaming, I watch funny entertaining videos on Youtube. Mostly those by Nigahiga and Pyrobooby (who is Peter Chao) [CHAO OUTSIDE MWADA FWAKA!]

No Life -------> Negative Life

shamWOOHOO will make u go WOOHOO everytime! TEEHEE! Pwned.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I'm back, The Yuxuan is back!

Yup, so Hi people and i wish u hari raya puasa happy deepavali merry christmas happy chinese new year happy birthday and have a nice day!

Yesterday night, my mother said she "wanted to kill me", it was something related to money. So, basically she wanted to kill me over money. But I'm not going to get all emotional over this.

Actually, that word sounded more like a salvation than any other thing to me. Why? Because I thought YuXuan died a long, long time ago. When I am no longer just a cute child, when I started handling things related to the society like money, I thought I died. Because I had to throw myself away, I got to know that all those lovable adults are just the living animals, they threw themselves away too, long ago. I realised those things walking by on the streets are not people, I couldn't recognise those things anymore. And so, as I metamorphed into another one of those 'things', i died.

However, hey, my mother said she wanted to kill me, which means I AM STILL ALIVE! That alone already brightened up my soul and made me happy. I won't throw myself away, I'm not giving up because of my mother's beatings or scoldings, and not other people's discrimination or what.

So, hereby I welcome myself back, and the very original YuXuan.

People who are reading this, regardless of adults or teenagers or children or even elders, please think about this: When did you throw yourselves away? And when did you make another person throw himself/herself away?

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Now to Relax with Random Thing

This is the 2nd post for today, first of all I would like to wish everyone happiness :D

Liangping and I went to the Bubble-tea shop (the one near my school) after lunch today because I wanted to buy bubble-tea. There was a bit of a queue and there were some girls from another school before us. [BEHOLD HOW THE DEMIGOD HANDLES SPASTIC PEOPLE! JUZ JOKING :P]

(Liangping and I were talking about DotA)
Me: And since Earthshaker is normally a dual-laner...
(Random Girl who is one of the girls before us came smiling and popping around Liangping)
Me: (Disrupted from my train of thought) Eh?
Liangping: (Hasn't seen the girl) Huh?
(Random Girl came and stood in front of us, facing us of course)
Me: Huh, why?
RandomGirl: (Referring to Liangping) He is my primary schoolmate!
Me: (Poke Liangping) Your primary schoolmate is it?
Liangping: What? I dunno her.
RandomGirl: You for~get me?!
Liangping: Huh... (Ignoring random girl) Damn random sia. What did you say?
Me: I forget already, wait, wait, Earthshaker is a...
Liangping: Cow~
Me: I got it! And since Earthshaker is a duan-laner... (If you notice I still haven't gotten past what I was already saying)
(Random Girl come stand in front of us after going back to her friends again ZZZ)
Me: (Thinking "What does she want sia?"and looked at her with a confused face)
RandomGirl: Nothing, nothing, I made you forget what you want to say haha!
Me: (LAME!) And since Earthshaker is... (ok here my speech is cut off even earlier)
RandomGirl: (To my extreme horror) Which class are you from?
Me: Me? But he is different class from me.
RandomGirl: So what class?
Me: urrgh, he is from 2L, and I'm from 2E...
RandomGirl: (Referring to Liangping) L for Loser! Hahaha. (And walked away for a while)
Liangping: Shall we leave?
Me: Noooooooo! I WANT MY BUBBLE-TEA!
RandomGirl: (Coming back) Eh sorry that loser part was just joking la.
(That was followed by Liangping and I looking at each other with a *sweat* face)
Liangping: That was damn bloody random... Yuxuan what were you saying?
RandomGirl: Is there such thing as damn bloody what the hell?
(Liangping and I were like *Huhhhh...*)
(So finally this random girl was going off and said "bye")

And now I don't know how to end this post so, bye ^^

Crusade your Opinions and Think it All Over Again

Hello, your fellow Demigod is back. We should get to the point shan't we.

I discovered that recently I have been avoiding the topic of love, not in conversations, but within my own consciousness. Why, am I getting shy, or being hesitant of because of an unknown reason? Fie, fie (well that just means "no").

I think that one shouldn't engage in something straight away without a clear understanding of it, or in some cases, what oneself is even doing, especially when it comes to 'love'. If you still remember, "don't try to run before you learn to walk".

Love is a truly profound thing, or rather, an emotion. Some say one must understand how love works to make it work, some say one should just follow one's instincts; there's no method for it. But still, the main issue about teenagers around my age is not what one do when one is in, as in IN a relationship, it is about entering or attempting to enter the status.

According to my observation so far, it all starts from innocent curiosity all the way until one of the following: 1.Get into a teenage relationship, 2.Get into a teenage relationship and end up breaking up, 3. Unable to get into a relationship, 4. Get into a teenage relationship and preserve it for a long time. Some might be your dream and some might not be, however in any case, the person skips the process of "learning to walk", which is a crucial step for a more matured social life or relationship with people. Well for my part, I have had such fantasies and also observe a lot of such things, those are where my experience or thoughts form from. Nonetheless, in any of the cases above, the person will end up with uncertainty and doubts at one point in his life.

And I think that love is something which is better understood early then understood late, and I think you understand what I mean. Love turns Lust in Evil's hands, I know that it is not possible to kill off Evil; Light and Evil must co-exist in one's soul, but one must do is to manage, or to control his Evil of mind.

It is this Evil of mind that manipulates teenagers to make immature thoughts or actions related to their supposed "love", for some, it might even have turned into a tsunami of lust without themselves realising, or if reminded, denying.

Evil is the manipulator of the mind, while Self-righteousness is the killer of the mind.

According to my own observations, Evil of mind has made boys develop infallibly huge tendency to unreasonably pretend to be emotional. Evil of mind has made girls become either spastic or more spastic (alright this contains some element of humour). Finally, Evil of mind has made teenagers of both sexes attempt to pretend to be matured and invulnerable. I can understand how hard is it for one to pretend to be able to run when one does not even know how to walk. From this part, it somehow goes back to me saying "I Can See, Right, Through, You", although I do want some people to understand that, still, I am being serious here, and we are not talking about Me now, we are talking about Us.

I am not someone who preach knowledge and career, but we can't live without money, so if you are willing to be realistic and do think for your future (and this is also for your future partner), you should focus more on studies now. I am not saying you cannot get into a relationship now, but make sure you manage things and be prepared to be able to face the worst, because getting into a relationship at this age, the worst almost always happens. Which is also why I recommend games so that people can enjoy and socialise while not having to face difficulties, because remember, being in a relationship is not as perfect and fantastical as you might have dreamed.

May enlightenment shine upon all of us,
Your sincere Demigod friend
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