Sunday, August 2, 2009

Pain and Joy

I am beginning to despise my mother, yes I do not want to call her "mum". I don't want to emphasize, I don't need to. I'm probably the only person who can laugh in this kind of situation, in pain... I feel relieved, though I know not the cause of it... And please, stay quiet if you don't understand what is happening to me... I... I don't like to use foul language, I shall not use them.

Never shall I show any emotion before my mother again... Curse me for those wasted, unreal, non-lasting so called "happiness" if I do... What must happen will happen, therefore I shall still admit her as my biological mother, and only my biological mother.

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